I guess Germany is worthless for thinking I'm shit to these 2 stereotypical friends.

People pop up and say I did something wrong, "reinvented."

Why when I am proud to find something do Germans all seem to sweep by and say I didn't do it, and when I do something it's not considered good to them but others?

Being clean or brilliant in a small message is good, but it's not about rejecting expressive people without question in every way possible.

Does your childhood or teenage years count?

Late Boomers are big babies compared to others, a false cause.

Do you think it's fair only one person suddenly comes up and gets whatever they want while others don't?  More and more though but for me it was said by another, with power, I only get worse and worse.  So, I'm there to be taken down and beat?  The older lady is like she supposedly said it was how it was and she didn't have to do anything, I wasn't really well-liked for good reason.  That's how Hillary lost the Presidency.

Is it disgusting what happens to high places?

Did you ever have someone be so excited they don't care if they're awkward?

So, what do I have to lose?

I get singled out like I've done worse things than everyone else, some/mostly accidents.  Ha ha.  So, it's like ... maybe I see this and be like okay, and then maybe I'm still a happy girl to a happy world.  You know when you get the cold shoulder?  You know, so put that in reverse.  I was open, but it seems everyone's investigated just me and packed up and left.  I was set up to live a miserable life because people get hypnotized to think I'm usually just a bad person who doesn't wanna do anything.  That doesn't put me in the wrong.  Ellen DeGeneres goes along with something to stay safe, everybody for some reason follows suit and everyone else tries to ignore it.

Just wait, she had an excuse to "dump" me and there may be more clear ones planned for later.

What, do I owe her something, now?

Hey, part of something like that was supposed to be mine.  What's my better option now?  Being blamed for my mom's stress when she got cancer when I was the only nice one?

I figured it out.  She got famous and then when people talk to her personally or who don't know her ... she turns on.  Ask any lady older than her, even the best and the one with the most affinity.

People try to sacrifice me for an older lady I like's reputation.

As Baby Boomers, they're a tragedy sniffing out bad people from Generation X and elevating them as the superior.  Don't forget me suffering.

The only excuse is the lie that I should be singled out and in trouble when I didn't do anything that bad.

It seems possible people who supposedly like me are mad I said an older lady I like looked excited she knew she'd steal my fame and sometimes think me worthless.  It wasn't a mistake, so they are rubbing it in.

That's what I call exploitation, and then he says bad things are something she did.

Someone sure has made a show of his wife.

I may appear selfish from others, but I'm not.

So, it's like she needs all this attention and sexual favoritism probably.

Can I have my life?

I didn't know you all wanted to be gay!

"Trashy" Americans

If I try to settle a problem they present to me, they use it against me because I usually avoid it so they don't blame an older lady I like or do something.

They won't stop acting like my grandma said to blame an older lady I like if there is any problem in the world.

"Excuses, Excuses!"

I'm tired of being beat up and the people monitoring me in private can be awkward and so it is hard to practice violin.  I hope 2 college courses will be okay.

I keep have to regenerating being happy.  So, I am tired, trying to get out of it, after pills made me tired. I needed a break for some reason from problems at school, too, tired.

The Freiburger Barockorchester is lost.  They don't think some people didn't get into music as children.

The Freiburger Barockorchester is one picky orchestra.

It seems people are uncomfortable with me feeling love, like it's something worth being stuck on.

I can't trust in "the US" and apparently Europe to follow, though I thought Europe was on top often and is now in many ways.

Am I being messed with incompetently?

They made a mess of her and gave her new needs and joys!

An older lady I like supposedly thinks she's special.